Wow
haven't been on here in awhile...
Lots of new things. Some of which I'm not to happy about.
- Despite popular belief, it has nothing to do with lyssa (lyssa, your probably reading this... I'm tired of saying her and all that crap. done with that. =) Nothing bad anyways.) I'm just not to keen on the idea of everyone become BEST Friends as some of... well, one particularlly large nosed emo kid (breathe people, he happens to be a.. brotherlike friend of mine) who is WAY to nice wants it to be. I have no problem what so ever with hanging out with them, even jessica I can handle, although.. that may end badly but... DAMKAB has had a conversation about this before and it goes against eveerything we've EVER said if we let everyone in. Not saying that hanging out is bad... its just.. the DAMAKB has been through so much stuff together, we all know everything about eachother, we've all cried in front of eachother, we all have held eachother while we're crying. and that bond took almost a year to get to this point. As explained before... DAMKAB is like your brothers and sisters.. JAS (?) is like the extremly close cousins that you could trust with your life but never quit as much as your brothers and sisters.. you know... I'm hoping that doesn't sound bitchy because I'm not trying to be at all. Thats just how... all of us except on large nosed kid and tall one feel, just no one will say.
- French... Daniel.. Now explain to me why in the hell he has absolutly no problem what so ever talking to me in french, even flirting a fuck of a lot yet chooses to ignore me outside of class... ? Ene admitted to still likeing me a little about 2 weeks ago. And he still insists on telling me alll about the girls he's "gonna get with" Bullshit... I know it is... better yet, explain to me why I care.
- Dad lost his job, moms pissed a lot now, aliicas locked in her room, cats having her baby within the next 1-2 weeks.
- I have many theories about heaven and hell, and I don't think being cathoic is a choice I'm going to stick with.. organized religion.... not for me. Now.. exlainign this to my mother, a task all its own.
Thats about it...
Again... Lyssa, please don't take this personally.
-Ana
I'm not trying to force everyone to be all "bestfriends" and everything.
And I know it really doesn't have anything to do with ME, personally. (I think.)
So, it's all good. :]