I wish this would stop

That smile on your face always left me wondering. Although, I should know by now, your bad news. And you've never looked so good. Your a lush and I hate. And all I need to know, is there something I've been missing? Maybe I should hate you for this?

Twilight... Eh... I was a bit disappointed.. I wanted more though! It just ended.... =O tres mal. (hehe... french!) 

*sighs*... So I found that he's depressed. The question is why? He has what he wanted...I would think that he'd be happier then ever right now.  I feel more guilty then ever. I apologize constantly to him. Then again, he could slit my throat and with my last breath I'd apologize for bleeding on his shirt. He always says the same thing, "Its not your fault." But I can't help but think it is. I know it isn't all my fault. First holidays after a family death. My family wasn't much better. They're taking it badly... They are not in a good place right now in any means. Fucking Connie.... I don't even know her but I hate her for putting him and his family through that. How can anyone be so... i don't even know the word for that type of behavior. She made a big mistake... shes going to be misrable... I'm willing to bet that she'll end up killing herself by new years. She's already said she's tried...

..hmmm....

J'ai faim. Je voudrais un sandwich. S'il te plait.